I don’t understand. I hasn’t seen anything coming. I don’t want to leaving home. I spend my days listening to music even more depressing for me to finish well. Actually, I’m afraid. I’m afraid of not having that smile still in front of others. I’m afraid that people request me “what’s wrong ?” because if I say the reason why I’m evil, I will start crying. I don’t want that people see that I live my life like failure. I’m not afraid of the dark or cold. I’m afraid of time, time that I spend without you. I’m afraid of missing something. I was happy. I was myself with you. I had rediscovered the joy of life, the true happiness. I was afraid to losing you. I had reason to be afraid, look where I am today ? I doing anything ! You changed my life. Tell me that you don’t forget me, just to let me hope, again. Love breaks my heart, it makes me mad. I love you, and I’d do anything for you to come back to me. I’m lost without you, anyway. I need you. I miss you. I’m afraid, without you… ♥